random thoughts of a listless mind

As the entire city makes yet another effort to seek peacewith itself and its environs iam stuck once more in an unsuccessful attempt to freeze time and undo the changes that time has inflicted upon my insignificant life.

As i embrace life in a vain attempt to live it to its fullest, my rival instincts fight them and unforgiving forces of nature like time and love. i bear witness to this oscillation of moods as the city joins me in pain with the droplets of rain crashing against my window almost in reflection of my innerself which is pounded by blood as i ponder on....
Is it worth carrying on???